My heart is full of sadness
Ernest Tessier
To love I try but vainly, in vain I strive to rouse me;
A dull and heavy languor benumbs my weary senses.
And nought from me will shake it, and nought will liberate me,
Forever must I weep, my heart is full of sadness.
I feel that thro' the dark gloomy hangings of mourning
An icy sense of death comes and chills this drear heart.
And I stay on my knees near a lonely grave
And I pass all my life 'mid such meditations dark.
You people who are fond on bitter thoughts of dwelling
Believe by probing griefs you could so console them
Believe also that silence beseems the best our graveyards
And where the ground is trod, no flowers e'er will grow.
Sometimes if you perceive, a pure regard concealing,
Sorrows that fate may hold in a distant future
Do not trouble those glances that seek for a star bright
And weep softly over orbs, extinct long ago.