Whoever wishes to see a god overcoming me
Frank Martin
Whoever wishes to see a god overcoming me,
assailing me, vanquishing me,
making my heart flame and freeze repeatedly,
and taking pride in my shame...
whoever wishes to see a young man quick to pursue
in vain the object of his misery...
should read my words: he will see my suffering,
which is ignored by my goddess Cassandre, and by my god.
He will learn that love is irrational,
a sweet illusion, a beautiful prison,
a futile hope which feeds on empty air.
He will learn that one lets oneself down
when one mistakenly accepts
Eros the blind as guide, Eros the child as master.