Hymn to her unknown

In despair at not being able to rival the creations of God

I though on her

Whom I saw on the twenty-fourth of August nineteen thirty-four

Having a tea on the fifth story of Sawn and Edgar's

In Piccadilly Circus

She sat facing me with an older woman and a younger

And a little boy aged about five;

I could see that she was his mother,

Also she wore a wedding ring and one set with diamonds.

She was about twenty-five years old,

Slim, graceful, disciplined;

She had none of the mannerism of the suburbs,

No affectations, a low clear speech, good manners,

Hair thick and undyed.

She knew that she was beautiful and exceedingly attractive,

Every live of her dress showed it;

She was cool and determined and laughed heartily,

A wide mouth with magnificent teeth.

And having said this I come to beginning of my despair,

Despair that I in no way can describe her

Or bring before the eyes of the present or the future

This image I saw.

Hundreds and hundreds of women do I see

But rarely a woman on whom my eyes linger

As the eyes of Venus lingered on Adonis.

What is the use of being a poet?

Is it not a farce to call an artist a creator,

Who can create nothing, not even re-present what his eyes have seen?

She never showed a sign that she saw me

But I knew and she knew I knew –

Our eyes fleeting past, never meeting directly

Like that vernal twinkling of butterflies

To which Coleridge compared Shakespeare's Venus and Adonis.

And, like Venus, I lavished my love upon her

I dallied with her hair, her delicate skin and smooth limbs,

On her arms were heavy thick bangles

Like the ropes of my heart's blood.

Could I express the ecstasy of my adoration?

Mating with her were itself a separation!

Only our bodies fusing in a flame of crystal

Burning in an infinite empyrean

Until all the blue limitless heaven were drunken

In one globe of united perfection

Like a bubble that is all the oceans of the world ascending

To the fire that is the fire of fires, transcending

The love of God, the love of God, the love of God -

Ah, my pitiful efforts now ending

I remember a bough of coral

Flower of the transparent sea

Delicate pink as though a ray of sun descending

Pathless into the ocean

Printed to foot of Venus

Where bloomed this asphodel.