Here I lie now, helpless fellow
Othmar Schoeck
Here I lie now, helpless fellow,
Thrown, like a yelling highwayman,
Into the pit by a storm of indignation;
A blind mole in a ploughed-up field.
Well then, I will wait for what has to come,
'Cause, in the end, I'm dwelling calmly here,
I do not feel my stiffened limbs now,
But my calm soul is glowing gaily.
If only I had one eternal thought,
Worth pondering on for ever and ever,
I would be content within these narrow limits,
Snugly musing until Judgement Day.
Perhaps - who knows - it might grow to such extent
That, turning into vigour, a volcano,
It would capture this grave in an outburst of flames,
Thus shedding light onto the path of my new life!
Amazing thought: When above my head
the evening dew cools lifeless flowers -
Would the priest, taking a stroll, know that
there was a summer lightning beneath his feet?
That down here, glowing in its own light's radiation,
a human soul was thinking?
Perhaps this is damnation's agony:
To glow secretly, forever buried!