Hardly dare I speak
Peter Arnold Heise
Hardly dare I speak,
'fore sudden he waves;
the king dreams awake,
and yet worse by night;
would so like to tell him
what I think about the most...
I think of days gone by:
he cannot understand it!
I dreamt, that I was a dove,
and caged with a hawk,
from the hawk's glittering eyes
I fled 'gainst the wall in fear;
then he offered me safe-conduct
wherever I might desire...
then he thrust his rapier beak
through my white breast.
Ever must I wake
by day and by night,
if I turn from him,
he wakens suddenly,
clasps me in his embrace,
as if I would leave him...
his kisses are burning flame;
I cannot understand them.