My heart, my heart is mournful
Rudi Spring
My heart, my heart is mournful,
yet May glows so blithely;
I stand leaning against the linden
high upon the old bastion.
Far below flows the blue
moat in quiet peace;
a boy is floating in a rowboat,
fishing and whistling there.
Farther along there rises a welcoming sight,
in diminutive, colorful guise:
pavilions and gardens and people
and oxen and fields and woods.
The maidens are bleaching their laundry,
and skipping about in the grass;
the millwheel is churning out dust like diamonds:
I hear its distant hum.
By the old grey tower
a sentry-box stands;
a lad dressed in red
is pacing there, back and forth.
He is toying with his musket
that gleams in the sunset's rays,
presenting and then shouldering it;
I wish he would shoot me dead.