In the Wombe of the Earth
P. Rainier
[The
Bell
rings out; the
pulse
thereof is changed; the
tolling
was a
faint
, and
intermitting pulse
, upon
one side; this
stronger
, and argues
more
and
better
life
. His
soule
is gone out; and as a Man,
who had a lease of 1000.
yeeres
after the expiration of a short
one, or an inheritance after the
life
of a man in a
consumption
, he is now entred into the possession of his
better estate
. His
soule
is gone;
whither?
Who
saw it
come in
, or who saw it
goe out? No body
; yet
every body is sure, he
had one
, and
hath none
. If I will
aske meere
Philosophers
, what the
soule
is, I shall
finde amongst them, that will tell me, it is nothing, but the
temperament
and
harmony
, and
just and equall
composition of the Elements in the body
, which produces all those
faculties
which we ascribe to the
soule
; and so, in it
selfe is
nothing
, no
separable substance
, that overlives
the
body
. They see the
soule
is nothing else in other
Creatures
, and they affect an
impious humilitie
, to
think
as
low
of
Man
. But if my
soule
were
no more than the soul of a
beast
, I could not thinke so; that
soule
that can reflect upon it selfe,
consider
it selfe,
is
more
than so. If I will aske, not meere
Philosophers,
but
mixt men, Philosophicall Divines,
how
the
soule
, being a
separate substance
, enters into
Man
, I shall finde some that will tell me, that it is by
generation
, and
procreation
from
parents
, because
they thinke it hard, to charge the
soule
with the guiltiness of
originall
sinne, if the
soule
were infused into a
body
, in which it must necessarily grow
foule
, and
contract
originall sinne
, whether it
will
or
no;
and I shall finde some that will tell mee, that it is by
immediate
infusion from God
, because they think it hard, to
maintaine
an
immortality
in such a
soule
, as should be begotten,
and derived with the
body
from
mortall parents
. If I
will aske, not a
few men
, but almost
whole bodies, whole
Churches
, what becomes of the
soules
of the
righteous
, at the
departing
thereof from the
body
, I shall bee told by some,
That they attend an
expiation, a purification in a place of torment
; By some, that
they attend the fruition of the sight of
God, in a place of
rest; but yet, but of expectation
; By some,
that they passe
to
an immediate possession of the Presence of
God. S. Augustine
studied the
nature
of the
soule,
as much as anything, but the
salvation of the soule
; and he
sent an expresse
Messenger
to Saint
Hierome
, to consult
of some things concerning the
soule:
But he satisfies himselfe
with this:
Let the departure of my soule to salvation be evident to
my faith, and I care the lesse, how darke the entrance of my
soule, into my body, bee to my reason
. It is the
going
out
, more than the
comming
in
, that concernes
us. This
soule
, this Bell tells me, is
gone out;
Whither?
Who shall tell mee that? I know not
who it is;
much less
what he was
; The condition of the man, and the course
of his life, which should tell mee
whither
hee is gone, I know
not. I was not there in his
sicknesse
, nor at his
death;
I saw not his
way
, nor his
end
, nor can aske them, who
did, thereby to
conclude
, or
argue
, whither he is
gone. But yet I have one neerer mee than all these; mine owne
Charity
; I aske that; and that tels me,
He is gone to
everlasting rest
, and
joy
, and
glory:
I owe him a
good
opinion
; it is but
thankfull charity
in mee,
because I received
benefit
and
instruction
from him when
his
Bell
told: and I, being made the fitter to
pray
by
that disposition, wherein I was assisted by his occasion, did
pray
for him; and I
pray
not without
faith
; so I
doe
charitably
, so I do
faithfully
beleeve, that that
soule
is gone to everlasting
rest
, and joy, arid
glory. But for the
body
, how poore a wretched thing is
that?
wee cannot expresse it
so fast
, as it growes
worse
and
worse
. That
body
which scarce
three
minutes
since was such a
house
, as that that
soule,
which made but one step from thence to
Heaven
, was scarse
thorowly content, to leave that for
Heaven:
that
body
hath lost the
name
of a
dwelling house
, because none
dwells in it, and is making haste to lose the name of a
body,
and dissolve to
putrefaction
. Who would not bee affected, to
see a cleere and sweet
River
in the
Morning
, grow a
kennell
of muddy land water by
noone
, and condemned to
the saltnesse of the
Sea
by
night?
And how lame a
picture
, how faint a
representation
is that, of the
precipitation of mans body to
dissolution! Now
all the parts
built up, and knit by a lovely
soule
, now but a
statue
of
clay
, and
now
, these limbs melted off, as if that
clay
were but
snow
; and now, the whole
house
is
but a
handfull
of
sand
, so much
dust
, and but a
pecke of
rubbidge
, so much
bone
. If
he
, who, as
this
Bell
tells mee, is gone now, were some
excellent
Artificer
, who comes to him for a
clocke
, or for a
garment
now? or for
counsaile
, if hee were a
Lawyer?
If a
Magistrate
, for
Justice? Man
, before
hee hath his
immortall
soule
, hath a
soule
of
sense
, and a
soule
of
vegetation
before that:
This
immortall
soule
did not forbid other soules, to be
in us before, but when this
soule
departs, it carries all with
it; no more
vegetation
, no more
sense:
such a
Mother
in law
is the
Earth
, in respect of our
naturall
mother
; in her
wombe
we
grew
; and when she was
delivered of us, wee were planted in some
place
, in some
calling
in the
world
;] In the wombe of the
earth,
wee
diminish
, and when shee is
deliverd
of us, our
grave opened
for another, wee are not
transplanted
, but
transported
, our
dust
blowne away with
prophane
dust
, with
every wind.