Wrestling

S. Sargon

Alas my Lord,

How should I wrestle all the livelong night

With Thee my God, my Strength and my Delight?

How can it need

So agonized an effort and a strain

To make Thy Face of Mercy shine again?

How can it need

Such wringing out of breathless prayer to move

Thee to Thy wonted Love, when Thou art Love?

Yet Abraham

So hung about Thine Arm outstretched and bared,

That for ten righteous Sodom had been spared.

Yet Jacob did

So hold Thee by the clenched hand of prayer

That he prevailed, and Thou didst bless him there.

Elias prayed,

And sealed the founts of Heaven; he prayed again

And lo, Thy Blessing fell in showers of rain.

Gulped by the fish,

As by the pit, lost Jonah made his moan;

And Thou forgavest, waiting to atone.

All Nineveh

Fasting and girt in sackcloth raised a cry,

Which moved Thee ere the day of grace went by.

Thy Church prayed on

And on for blessed Peter in his strait,

Till opened of its own accord the gate.

Yea, Thou my God

Hast prayed all night, and in the garden prayed

Even while, like melting wax, Thy strength was made.

Alas for him

Who faints, despite Thy Pattern, King of Saints:

Alas, alas, for me, the one that faints.

Lord, give us strength

To hold Thee fast, until we hear Thy Voice

Which Thine own know, who hearing It rejoice.

Lord, give us strength

To hold Thee fast until we see Thy Face,

Full Fountain of all Rapture and all Grace.

But when our strength

Shall be made weakness, and our bodies clay,

Hold Thou us fast, and give us sleep till day.