To the proud woman
Brahms, Johannes
Nevertheless, I can do nothing else:
I must be well-disposed to her,
even if her eyes' proud light
begrudges me their shine.
I will, I should, I should, I must love you;
therefore, we both will be unhappy,
for my wish is in vain,
and you do not wish to hear it.
How many days, how many nights,
how much lovely time
have I spent in lamentation,
and you laugh at my grief!
You know, you hear, you hear and see my pain,
and take none of it to heart,
so that I am tempted to doubt
whether you even have a heart.
Are you then harder than stone or steel
that one can compel?
Field, meadow, forests, mountain and valley
all watch my sorrow.
The birds sigh when I lament.
The empty bushes echo when I speak.
You only, you proud woman you,
keep closed your ears and eyes.
Ah, think, think what you are doing.
I cannot do anything differently.
I have an odd pleasure in my sorrow:
You hate my pain.
If then I can obtain no favor,
then let me receive good will,
and then let me
immediately die here.