Yearning for death
Brahms, Johannes
Ah, who will take from my soul
this secret, heavy burden
that, the more I conceal,
the more strongly it grips me?
Don't you wish finally to break
my tormented, anguished heart?
You find here with your weaknesses,
that your love is nothing but pain.
You will only become fully healthy
when you no longer lack the things you yearn for,
when a sisterly nature
becomes wedded to your own nature.
Hear me, Father in the Heavens,
In a foreign land, your child is pleading:
Grant that he will surround me
with the life-giving wind of Your death.
That he will raise me to the stars,
where one knows nothing of separation,
where the spirit-language gives Life
the name of Love.